HEY IM BACK!!!!!!
So much for it being a holiday. I am so fed up with revision I can’t even cope ugh. Its so gorgeous and lovely outside and I am stuck in doors revising. Exams will be the DEATH of me. On a brighter note, I went to London for a couple of days and bought some brand new MAC eyeliner which I am LOVING. My Kat Von D eyeliner has run out 😦
I took myself to an art museum in London and they had a really funky exhibition on about selfies n stuff and it was SICK. I also went to a Lindsey Stirling concert WHICH WAS AMAZING BTW OMG I CANT EVEN SHE WAS AMAZING.
Just before easter my dance school and I all went to manchester to compete in UDANCE which was such an amazing experience as well as being extremely nerve racking. Plus, on the Friday we arrived at, we got to go to the Trafford centre and I haven’t been shopping for literally months so that was FAB. Now I have no money left but oh well :)).
On the second day we had lots of workshops which were all so so so different but so cool and in the evening we performed and it went so well!!
ARE YOU KIDDING ME, AS SOON AS I FINISH ALL MY WORK IT STARTS RAINING??????
Right so yesterday I went into McDonalds because who doesn’t love a good McDonalds and as I was walking through the door a girl turned around and said to her friend ‘ew what is she wearing.’ I was wearing a black tennis skirt and a black top. Why do people judge others? Why even say it? Why say it out loud to purposefully hurt me? Thank god I am not the person I was last year because if I was, that comment, even though its tiny, would have eaten me up. However I am stronger now. But what I don’t understand is why some people think its acceptable to say those sorts of things, and shame others for being individual. Individuality is a beautiful thing, people should embrace it rather than shun it because its different. Do not ever make people feel uncomfortable about being themselves because that is horrible and stupid comments can impact people harder than you think. Anyway rant over 🙂
HI ITS ME AGAIN,
I haven’t been able to post recently because I have been doing my mocks, ugh. SO. MUCH. STRESS.
Burgundy, velvet trainers. $25 from topshop.
I went on a MASSIVE Topshop shopping spree at christmas and it was the only day when I didn’t have to think of exams. And then I realised I had spent all my money. Apparently it is due to snow over the next couple of days so hopefully it will snow enough that they cancel school and I don’t have to face my physics mock xoxo
Today I got asked to be on the radio and play live!! I don’t really know much about it because I found out like 2.5 seconds ago but I am so exited. And nervous. IMMA BE ON THE RADIO!! All I know is that I will be interviewed and then I will play live!! EEEEEEKKK!!!!
Jacket from Blitz remix London
Top and choker from Boohoo
I had an english mock today on poetry and prose and I am 101% sure I did badly. I am still not sure how this whole blogging thing works so if anyone could give me any tips that would be great..
I don’t have any interesting things to say this week unless you wanna here about my exams so imma go now cyaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!
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UPDATE- The snow did not settle 😦
YO ITS ME AGAIN
I have had a seriously busy week, its been halloween, bonfire night and American election day is tomorrow. To be honest I think election day is actually more scary than halloween. For halloween I went as a cat because, yes, I am basic. I went into town with the sole purpose of buying myself a double chocolatey chip frappe-chino from Starbucks because they taste so damn good and then remembered it was Halloween. I then went on the search for cat ears and a choker because that was all that popped into my head and found a cute lil headband with ears on in new look. It was only like four pounds and it was rose gold and who can’t resist rose gold. I also managed to find a thick black choker in Topshop. I actually forgot to buy myself a frappe-chino.
Bonfire night was cancelled because of the wind but luckily they changed the day and eventually the display took place. I have never been so cold in my entire life. It was bloody freezing.
On Friday I finally got my braces off. That was like such a massive thing for me because I have had pieces of metal glued to my teeth for THREE WHOLE YEARS. YES, THREE YEARS. It was super painful, I actually thought he was snapping my teeth off. Before I could even look at my teeth once my braces were removed my dentist shoved a weird mould thing in my mouth for retainers or something idk and I started gagging. It was horrible but so worth it. I am freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Last week, on Saturday, I was feeling really down and had a lil breakdown in Waterstones. I am not sure why I was in Waterstones but I think I chose to go there because it was warm and cozy and no-one was in there. Everything was kind of a blur. After I managed to pull myself together and I was ready to go and join my friends again I went outside and there was this fiddler. I play the violin so I stopped to watch for a bit, it was dark and no-one was really around. After he played he smiled and asked if I wanted to play, and in the state I was in I was kind of like sure, why not. I played a Lindsey Stirling piece because it was the only one that popped into my head at the time, and as I played (as cringy as this sounds) I felt empowered, like my confidence was falling back into place and the old man was clapping and dancing and the other two people on the street came to watch. A little five year old boy came up and gave me a pound, I tried to give it to the fiddler but he refused to take it and said I had earned it.
After feeling so low, it was a really precious moment for me. Like one of those small things that happen that turn into amazing memories. I’m sorry this sounds super cringy I’ll stop. Anyways, I went back after getting a costa to go and thank the guy for being so kind and there was like no sign of him.
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